Reality

What we had was a dream , The best dream I had ever had but As I fell asleep in  your arms  the sun Rose and reality came crashing down on top of us . It broke me it takes a lot to brake me  I loved you no matter how much I swear up and don to protect my feelings I did love you . That is why it hurt so much , You loved her not me . You will always love her what we had probably meant absolutely nothing to you . Even though you broke me  and your the reason for the scars I have on my wrists and fore arms because like me a silly little girl I fell for you . Though you tell me im beautiful and tell me you want to be with me yet your still with her  . now im left here  alone and broken haunted with memories of you and me  the love I felt the way you held me the way you kissed the way you looked at me  Im empty shell with a broken heart i love you i always will but I think its time I tried to get over you