Death By Love

Love can be the best thing that could be the best thing that ever happened to you. But it can also break you . Love true love  never dies  Love is when  Your always basing you decisions  on what they would think or how they would feel. Love is when you would give up everything friends family and you dont care what people say you do anything be anything for one person  but some people think they can love two people  this is not true you can not truly love some one if your not giving all of your self to that person you can not give all of your self to two people you are one  person.now imagine this  you think you love someone youve have been with him or her for  a year then you meet the most amazing person  you start to hang out you fall in love with this person  and you end up not thinking and cheating on your boyfriend or girlfriend  but this person you tok there everything you felt guilty for betrayed your boyfriend or girl friends trust so you pretend that nothing ever happen this girl or boy that you fell for is confused on how you felt for them she or he tols two of their best friends not knowing one of them had a big mouth . you two continued your affair eventually she fell for you  with every kiss every hug but you kept pretending you didnt care . because you were too scared of what people would think . Eventually she is going to Die  . it will start with scars on her wrist  drug and drink anything that could keep her from thinking of you she becomes an empty shell haunted by your memory .Ten years from now when you want to be married you invite her to the wedding you will get a call the frist morning  of your honey moon telling you she was dead they found her in your place right underneath the tree that still had your names carved into it  she had bled out when the cleaned her cuts it had turned out to be your name carved deeply in to her fore arm..... a week after she dies you will get a letter in the mail she had sent the day before she died  . I am so sorry for the pain im sure i have caused you  but the night of your wedding  i was shattered all i wanted was  to die knowing that you would never feel the same about me  i love you from the first time you touched me from the first time you kissed me i loved you i never want to admit it because  i knew it would hurt too much . i knew you would choose her or anyone else who ever came along because i will never be good enough for you  im not good enough for anyone so its over well im over   i wish to be buried at our place where our names are still carved ill love you forever .. forever and always ill be waiting for you in whatever after life that there is  im sorry i love you goodbye.  would you cry if she died  would you regret not spending every moment you could with her  or would you still walk around pretending  like nothing ever happened. 

Reality

What we had was a dream , The best dream I had ever had but As I fell asleep in  your arms  the sun Rose and reality came crashing down on top of us . It broke me it takes a lot to brake me  I loved you no matter how much I swear up and don to protect my feelings I did love you . That is why it hurt so much , You loved her not me . You will always love her what we had probably meant absolutely nothing to you . Even though you broke me  and your the reason for the scars I have on my wrists and fore arms because like me a silly little girl I fell for you . Though you tell me im beautiful and tell me you want to be with me yet your still with her  . now im left here  alone and broken haunted with memories of you and me  the love I felt the way you held me the way you kissed the way you looked at me  Im empty shell with a broken heart i love you i always will but I think its time I tried to get over you